I NEED STRUCTURE IN MY LIFE ~

[Someone Suggested Many Years Ago That I Had A Sense of Humor]



I NEED ROUTINE

I NEED PREDICTABILITY-
[it's my security blanket]

I NEED  STRUCTURE
[it's my confidence]

I NEED  A 
P  L A  N

*Before I go to bed at night I run through my mind what's supposed to take place the next day-beginning with making coffee here at home or scratching that and indulging in my favorite Coffee Spot  - Good start then 'we' can wing it from there.  Bills, Cleaners/pick up or drop off, etc. Yes, I am

  a

PLANNER

PRODUCER

PROMOTER

PERFORMER

-all these things can be okay or

-reveal insecurity and a level of 'self' that may be a spiritual problem -

 that observation is meant for me not anyone else.

I Need a Calendar

Funny thing is I so often forget/neglect to check what I have scheduled on that
Calendar

And I also need those REMINDER CALLS
that save me from being a
'no show'-



I cannot tell you how often I have 'been saved by the bell'- actually the phone call reminding me

barely In time to make that 

appointment

(made 3-4 months earlier)

Sometimes it's like a little voice saying repeatedly,

'I think I had a doctor's appointment this month- but when?'

Sure, they give me appointment cards-thank you so much!

I appreciate that

I promptly place them in a slot in my wallet
[along w others]
 conveniently placed so I cannot miss-

Still it's that 11th hour little voice that saves me -

Yes, there it is.

I was right-

It is this month-This week even.

What a relief -Now I will set my alarm for 6:30 a.m.

TOMORROW MORNING.

 I have it all under control after all!

I am a Planner

I need structure

Thank God for those phone calls to keep me on track..

Saved by the Bell!!!!

A G A I N