Thank God for the delete option. Yes, I actually can back up and start over...thanks to that "delete" option. And why would I want to do that? Frankly I have been doing some whining lately. I didn't know I was whining when I chose "publish" instead of 'draft' or 'delete' options. I didn't mean to be whining. Some quiet, analytical introspection is sometimes required to be able to see one's self as she really is. Does that make any sense? I don't know ...yet. I am still analyzing and I don't pretend to have the answers. I am still asking questions [of myself].
We all know even when we apologize for words or deeds & are forgiven - we cannot actually make those words or actions dissappear and not have ocurred. God forgets but how often we find those missteps still hanging out there like little dark clouds floating past in the distance.
In contrast to real life -in BLOGGERLAND- we have those magical options of Save, Publish or Delete. This is unlike the 'accidentally' sent email you so wish you had not chosen to 'send'. It takes a while for many of your Blog readers to get around to your latest post so with just a little luck few if any will have read that less than encouraging or challenging post you shared in a weak moment.
Whooppee!! There's another thing I can add to my THANKFUL LIST. Thank God for the "delete" option on my blog. I really can erase or back up and start over and I would much rather leave my readers with a somewhat amusing take on my personal revelation. Quite possibly you find this amusing simply because you have had the same 'conversation with self'...and it's perfectly okay if you are laughing at/with me. I will never know unless you choose to disclose it. I much rather leave you laughing...even at me than to leave you discouraged and gloomy.
Looking Forward...with you -to a 2013 in which I can truly be useful to the Lord I serve and who's name I wear: "Christian"
|No My Peanut Tree does not have this many blooms in|
January but it does still have a few beautiful yellow blooms
hanging on though not for long I am sure.