Nine months since August 18th, 2013....10:30 p.m.
That night my whole world changed forever. We all knew it was coming.
We had a merciful 'heads up' more than a year earlier.
Still the reality of this new life is something I could never have imagined....
not even with another 54 years.
Quite honestly I don't know where I should be...
I don't know where others feel I "should be" after nine months.
Whatever it is, I don't think I am there.
I am erratically searching for balance in my days.
What does 'Centered' mean? I think maybe that's one of the things I am wanting to be...centered.
I need routine and structure more than ever in my life-